Grim july is a mood, "stimmung" as Heidegger would say. During his lifetime, everyone deals with his own feeling. For some men it is a doorway to set free from loneliness, for others it is prison and trouble. However, it shapes our personality, our essence, our memories. Every moment we live is something that mind doesn't remove but guards. Streaming of loves, meetings, empties, flash of childhood. We are guests of another consciousness before the collision, where everything is faint, fleeting, immediate.