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9 going on 10 weeks home, home with my talkative, energetic, nap rebuking 4 year old. No company but about a million and one video calls to friends and family. Once a week grocery trips and maybe a we. . . eekly takeout order if I'm in the mood to NOT cook. (You read that right) I love food and I love to cook. I miss cooking for people. I miss people. But I'll happily avoid them to keep my son safe and healthy. He is my #1 priority. Cabin fever has gotten to me. I'd say once a week I have a 5 minute mini breakdown but I recover pretty nicely. I know depression. I was there when Hendrix was in the NICCU for 2.5 months after being born 2.5 months early. Depression isn't fun. Depression is lonely and this Quarantining can't LONELY. I created my to-do list immediately. I plan my day, my week, my treat myself days, my order takeout days, my park/beach adventure days. Days to look forward to. As for work, I give myself assignments and hold myself accountable despite them not having firm deadlines. It works for me. It keeps me sane. It lets me know that I am here, surviving and thriving for a reason, a "purpose". Damn I just rambled off on a tangent, didn't I?..... Hope you enjoy. Stay safe, healthy and sane show more
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